My life.

Hmmm, life has been perfectly fair I guess. I get what I deserve. I can say it that way. Nope, its not karma. Its fate. Must say things are improving in the family. I love my family members a lot. And nothing can replace them. I thank them for being there through out my 15 years of life. Blessed to have them with me. They are the ones that never left me through all my ups and downs. Friends? Well I finally grew up. I realise who my true friends were. Who'll be there for me at my darkest hour. And well, I trust 7. Only 7. Kaixuan, Kwan, Shafiqah, A, K, C, H. BLESSED to have this 7 in my life. Without them, I think I'll probably suffer from depression. Thank Allah, I have people to share my problems with. Well the rest of my friends, its not that they can't be trusted. I guess its just me not being able to trust them enough. Oh well. Life. It has taught me a lot of things. You can't always have what you want. But what you get its definately better. And yes, I choosed to give up some friendship. Cause I know I can live without them and they can live without me. Its better if we don't meet and clash. And have hurtful feelings. Well, if you think I stop being there for you then that means I grew up. I stop tolerating all the bullshits you gave me and finally realise I can live without you in my life. Boys? Wellwell. Them? I started learning how to survive after all the bullshits I got and heartbreaks. Must say my life is so much better now. Well, late fate decide. Leggo, done.

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